Reach, find and weave

Last week has been amazing. The good is outstanding, but I got into the weekend exhausted. I am the tiger that always has to prowl. I need to hunt something to keep my mind focused and occupied. When life goes still, my mind gets more active. The rhythm of my activities gives cadence, and writing is the balance I need. The records to guide me.

I hit Monday, and that day was very different from the last Monday. My mind has crystalline effects. I have records within networks that pop up related items. Days, weeks and years do not matter. Its why I chose my domain stasisclock.dev. Because when time doesn't matter, and your memories feed your moments like you experienced before, you need something to bring time in. A phantom time that mimics intervals. Like I am embedding chapters within an opera. The orchestra not the only stage. That is what writing is to me. When I write, I hear my own sounds, and then I go into a trance. The words fly upon the page one by one and I do not stop until it comes all out. Suddenly those moments that haunt me get sucked into the page. I can cry at times because its there. Right in front of me. Now. Today. I do not need to feel my twelve year old self, or what happened at six. There have been many difficult occurrences, but my perspective is better. The stasisclock needs to go off. The music singing out the ages and bring it forward. Sweeping across the clouds. Sweeping as the dawn goes woosh! My heart expands because light is the timeless sand. It flows and connects all things together. Light needs no time because the warmth is friendly. Love blends and supports. Love is Light. Light the state that sings governance. Sings completion and truth.

Today I feel more like myself. I got on my computer and began coding. Weave together concepts such as emotions. This sort of challenge stretches my mind. Helps me strengthen the idea of languages.

How do you define an aura? The spread of change?

Don't know yet. I am just letting my fingers move. This challenge is not impossible, but there needs to be scope. A purpose. What are the symbols forming?

Intent and technique do mean a result. Application is the ultimate test of theory. It grounds your thinking, and it guides your focus. When I try to communicate emotions within code, I am applying my understanding of things. Describing the concept within a language. There is a chance that it will lead to grounding. I keep on reaching. I keep on learning. Refining my model of the world and traveling my map. Its a cycle of records and application. Language refinement. Symbols greater potency. Until reality starts to crack. And the virtual dances with what is real. Creating new possibilities in this life. Nuance is not one thread, but whole network of connections.

The stasisclock has different rounds and nuances.

Records become a baseline. Each record is one application. I record what happened and my experience. Then I draw upon that experience to further another step. Create another record. They all seem disjointed, a crazy relational mess, but the ingredients are special. They are to be combined, heated and poured. Letting the ideas simmer.

Investment is the growth we need. We invest time. We invest our capabilities at momentary risk. Our hearts speak to our minds, and our minds argue back. However, steps are there.

Growing is organic. Fighting does not need to be so shortsighted. We fight ourselves, but war is messy. And kindness a balm. Assertion does not require callousness. You will fight for your life, and compassion is what grounds you. Compassion to your self. Compassion for your neighbor. Empathy for others. Human beings are valuable. We just do our best. Defend our homes.

I have a few different projects going on.

• Mac Applications
• Video Games Mini Arcade style (3D)
• Desktop widget for social connections and alerts
• Embedded concepts in code
• Writing short stories

And then my future ideas.

• VR applications
• Full blown Games in 3D
• Creating Music

They are a lot to tackle at once. Thankfully all these activities intersect. My records, taken from small moments, will link up with many projects at once. Its hyper connection. I am swimming with the current and leaning into my strengths. Since my mind is hyper and depends upon writing, there is way to bring and link, and one informs the other. Its the cycles. Yin and Yang flowing together and bringing harmony. I can draw from connected experiences. Like a web that bounces as one, and I crawl that web. Weave together a net. Be diligent as I learn. Then capture something bigger. The records powering my thoughts and my focus. Driving up momentum and rhythm. 

This blog being my platform to post and broadcast my life. I enjoy writing here.

And of course there is my health. I will resume walking. Last Sunday, I cooked for three hours which is a good change of pace. Then yesterday I rested.

My walking will grow about 5 minutes in length. And maybe I can squeeze double bonus round. There needs to be some stretching to get further. My health is very important. It is worth the effort.

I will continue to cook. Homemade meals will help me lose weight. Its a fun outlet. I explore cooking while I listen to books.

Alright. Let us go forth and find those small moments. They will drive home the point. The big moments will take several cycles to work through, but you can capture now. Anything that glows gather. Goof and grin like a loon. Then add it with the other moments. Thank goodness they come often. As long as your mind shortens the scope. Keep those long term moments in mind, reach big, but let muscle memory swipe around and gather those buzzings. They will often be flying around. Don't be jerk and squash them. 

Gather and collect. Goof and reflect. Serenity find the rushing moment, and with kindness the currents cycle together. Flow one and mirrored back.

Double the return. Quadruple the layers. Ten times be waiting heart. The swirl of the cosmos as eternity gathers its layers. Expanding the refinement we undergo. The accumulation dense. The blossoming gravity into the spheres we dwell. Scope, times and seasons.

Rotation