Drift in Stasis
Rhythm. Very important to me. I always need some of rhythm to organize my mind. Then weather comes in and brings in weathered health. I have been under the weather for the last three weeks. And I have watched it get worse and worse and my capabilities put on hold while I find the solution. I got medication but it didn't take away sharp pains. I spent at the peak of pain this final third week. Until last night night some applied heat open up the inflammation, and let it all connect again. I woke up today feeling better, but still not feeling good. But I rushed on my computer thirsty for the productive thought I usually have. And just a little time here working on code and writing helps my emotions lift to better spheres of thought. I am no cow mooing on the pasture, but my eyes rest much easier now. A little better. A little more normal rhythm tasted. I wear headphones every day and all day. The music helps with the outside world and provides my rhythm that I crave and rely on. When...